First paper~

The bio terms made our brains go haywired~

After our first paper,

Xiao Ma Lena~ left her brain in the exam hall,

Sherine~ is attempting to "uninstall and install her new module"

Vivien~ is rehearsing on how to cheat~

Sherwin~ has a terrible block nose~

Tutubear~ attempts caffein stay awake method~

While i'm MSNing~

And... I've gotten my TCC membership card!

Embrace! Embrace!

Woohooo!!

Random songs

Oh... My... God....
This is Super Emo....
Super Good....
Like totally..
Like Really Really...
Like "BANG!" ......Ouch....



Just Walk Away Lyrics
Artist:Celine Dion
Just Walk Away Lyrics

I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I've laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn't do just to be with you

I know I must forget you to go on
I can't hold back my tears too long
Though life won't be the same
I've got to take the blame
And find the strengthI need to let you go

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

There'll never be a moment I'll regret
I've loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we made
I know I've got to find the strength to say

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

Wow... Her angelic voice~... haha!
~Credits to tutubear~

Random Song

下一个天亮:

用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

Love the lyrics :)

Sometimes i wonder,
what makes a person fall in love so deep that she can give her all without holding back?
There's much more practicality and reality...
Love just ain't everything... yes..
But don't they say love holds no boundaries?

Humans were born with emotions, fear is just one of them
Some of us may take defensive measures, hold back,
just because we fear of hurting ourselves eventually.
What we fear could be the unknown, yet we still fear.. I fear..

We bear consequences of our own actions,
Others react as a consequence to our behaviours.
Regret is the last on the list..

Communication is the crucial key to a relationship... yes!
What if you've lost the key to communicating,
What if you've no idea what to do anymore?

Though we don't see the same direction,
Though the path we see infront of us is different..

As long as you'll naturally hold my hands when they contact,
I'll not give up..
Because i'm not how i use to be anymore..

A promise I made to myself..

And i hope, your tune harmonizes with my melody ~

With love

eh~ I'm not trying to be negative, or emotional, or depressed, just thoughts!
Chill~

Letter to the angels~

Dear Angels,

I'm writing to appeal,
This year wasn't a good start for me,
And it doesn't seems to get any better,
I think i'm running out of luck,
Or are you putting me on a test?
Please, don't be too harsh on me alright?

I hope you'll grant me a silver lining soon..

Regards,
Child-by-the-wishing-well

100m dash!

Oh great! I've finally click " confirm submit" to that "killer" australia's website...

The assignment that took me 7 full nights to complete..

What a relieve...

Crossed the hurdle.. I'm left with the 100m~maybe 300m dash!

Go Go~!

happy birthday daddy~

We had a mini cake cutting session yesterday to celebrate my dad's b'day and mum's lunar b'day...

Look at the couple~ sooo cute~ so adorable~ haha

The lights were off b'cos Mr Photongrapher thinks its more romantic this way...

Ignore the babbling and irritating laugher in the background~ tsk tsk~

drained~

As I stepped into my house this morning at 7 15am, the scent of incense that welcomed me seemed more calming than it could ever have been.


The past few days has been draining every bit of me... I spent most of my nights rushing assignments, yesterday was no exception.. We've almost became regulars of T3-TCC... (those kind floor staffs that helped us look for available powerpoints and shift our things around)

At one point, my mind was too heavy i decided take a walk..

Our worries had all been similar, that is the heavy last assignment that has been delayed and extended with contents way beyond our studies context with the much appreciated help from our local lecturers and beloved classmates, and the nearing examinations that begins only a countable few days after our last assignment submission.

I had other stressers too,
as i walked along the arrival hall, thoughts of being jobless and incompetent, my depleting balance accounts, the bills i have to pay should i use up all my savings, and the unsupportive sacarsm from my mum consumes me even further.. I was unconsciously trembling.. almost thought i could have a nervous break down right at the moment...

Which is why, thank god there's still mutual support...

Oh wells, atleast i found little escapes.. watching performances, going for a swim... still well taken care of haha..

Eve's droppin~

We were stoning at Mc Cafe one night when Eve overheard a guy talking about how this girl's trying to woo him (i think that girl needs a pair of thick glasses)...

So she got all excited and promised to tell us the details thereafter..

Then Cat came up with something remarkable...

She said: "Oh... so now we know where the term eavesdropping (Eve's dropping) originates from!!! " ...... "Oh my god! this is so funny! I'm so smart! Put this in your blog ok!!!"

haha! Yar... applause!!

dollies~

I never took fancy on dolls since young,

Jessie and I were shopping aimlessly along Suntec yesterday when we spotted this doll from the shop Heroic Rendezvous...

They were sooo cute, not at all scary! I took this two because i thought i kinda see a resemblance with them..

My round face~

Uncle Cobbler

The cobbler around my block only works in the morning and he charges much cheaper than the usual. So i finally woke up early today...


Me : Uncle, i've got quite a few pairs of shoes for repair. I'll collect some today, the rest i take from you tomorrow ok?


Uncle Cobbler: ok... lai, which one?

Me: This one, this one, this one, change the sole hor..... Then this one the heels broke le, can repair?

Uncle Cobbler: AI YOH! YOU ARH，HOW YOU WEAR SHOE UNTIL LIKE THAT ONE?.. SO CHOR LOR!

Me: Eh... i dunno...heee

Picture looks familiar? Copied from Bimbo 的啦~！

I went for an interview half-heartedly this morning.. it was a brief one.

Turns out, it isn't as bad as i thought, at least i thought my interviewer was nice, kinda cliqued with her though... Another one at 4.30...

slippy sole~

So! ,

As usual, i woke up, hurriedly completed my assignment and as usual, i'm late for class with the so-nt-interesting lecturer.

Nevertheless i still took public transport to class knowing that fact that taking a cab to class at the peak hour of 7 will definitely take around the same time to reach my destination.

Anyway, by the time i reached somerset, it was already 8-ish pm.

I fasten my pace and stride to school totally famished and faintly (hvn had any meals), listening to my mp3 (f**k you, f**k you very very mua ah ah ach~), absolutely in my own world.

My feets were moving faster than i could think, well a young guy was walking slower than me and i tried to overtake him. It all begins when I accidently step onto his shoes...

The next most natural thing to do, he tries to move away and i apologized.
Before we could figure out what happened, ... "Puulop!" ... I saw a sole flying off the floor!(the whole piece!)

It took that guy sometime to realise as well as limp back to "match" his shoe onto the dismantled shoe while his other girl-friends stood watching abay with concern (maybe giggling).
I turned around, stared at them for seemingly a few seconds, they didn't look at me... so i walked off..

All these happened so quickly while i was still on the move.

I felt guilty immediately after that.

After all, even his shoe might be spoilt in the first place, i was the one that result in him having to buy a new shoe.

I sort of had the urge to head back and pass him a S$10 note or something.
Somehow my ego tells me it feels silly to do so. haha!

Poor guy...


Updates on my most recent movies!

I finally finished my book a few days a ago!

It has a great plot and an unexpected ending.. First you thought the story's somewhat like "Joshua" ... but it turns out to be the biggest betrayal by your closest one..

Currently onto my next book.. "Beautiful Child"...

do it anyway~

Someone gave me a slip of paper containing this an Eigth-ish years ago.
And i kept it till now, i even made dublicates just so i won't lose it.

This was found written on the wall in Mother Teresa's home for children in Calcutta:

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered.

Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.

Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies.

Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you.

Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight.

Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous.

Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten.

Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it will never be enough.

Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God.

It was never between you and them anyway.

Well i can say a part of me today attributes to this. Thank you Mother Theresa~

So, anyway i was googling and I found what seemed to be reported as the original version by Dr. Kent M. Keith in The Paradoxical Commandments. It's equally meaningful.

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.

Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.

Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.

Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.

Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.

Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.

Think big anyway.
People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.

Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.

Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.

Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.

Give the world the best you have anyway.

Even if you'll break down in tears time and time again, you'll still gotta wipe off that tears and live on. Make tomorrow a better day!

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." — Mark Twain

ugh~

I've been trying to find a decent photo of myself and none suits...

My face is soooooo round! (except this one above, due to the contrast with big head kuma kuma)

Photoshop doesn't help.... -.-

There's an old saying: "round" people are more prosperous,
why am i still broke? Where's my 4D luck!!

Uh anyway, what's with lecturers nowadays?
Telling studentS that marking their reportS make them puke blood... how encouraging... haha

taking a breather~

I've finally completed a ONE ton assignment, and still counting down to more...

My biological clock has been totally upside down -

I'll wake up for dinner(my only meal of the day), watch some TV and ignite my lazy brain to start on assignments.

Of course with the occasional accompanyment of some sweet friends online.

Till some glimmer of sunlight appears, I'll switch off my lights and head off to dreamland.

Visit my dream house.

Neither do i fancy this lifestyle, but the quiet night is so peaceful, away from any form of media and neighbouring distractions.

And,

In the midst of my depleting $reserves$, I've to say I'm glad I don't have to work now.

What would have happened if I'm still working and "assignmen-ing" at night.
"I think I'd collasp."

Still... reminding myself ..., (I NEED a job soon).

PS: Plueese hire me if u need a sweet, conscientious part-timer okay~ 0.0


Taking a breather, here's a kit kat, err... no cadbury~

The song :Fuck you by Lily Allen, with the signature Cadbury eyebrows advertisement.

So cute~ Aw...

*Yawns* Kinda missing my loved ones.. date me out okay~ XOXO~

my new luv~

My new love,

Fire Koa wood concert ukulele from Meastro

Kept in an exquisite brown leather hard-casing with inner green velvet cloth.

The best part is..

A gift from someone special *winks*, on a special occasion.

mowieee~!

Oh i simply love movies~





A little time to relax,
in another little world..


Paul Blart Mall Cop (with MH, LC, Colin 20/03/09)
- funny and lame
- imagine heroic acts out of the stupidest things that could happen to you!

It's interesting people do things sub-consciously.
I don't know why, i was clapping while laughing off those scenes.
*First you give a big appreciative laugh, lean forward and clap! hard.
It seems quite influential b'cos after i did just that, i turned and the person beside me was doing the exact same reaction!
I guess it's a form of expressing :" Yeah! that's a good laugh there!"
I didn't laugh till i get cramps, but enough for me to clap.
Thumbs up!~


Detroit Metal City (with Ong gugu, 21/3/09)
A romance comedy adapted from its japanese anime.
I Love it! Great contrast, great flow!
"No Music , No Dream!"
Suuuperr funny. So funny i couldn't control my volune.
Needless to say, Kenichi Matsuyama nailed his impact on this film!
Love the way he runs!
Its like he's rushing to the loo or something.



Ok, while everyone's in dreamland,
my work has just begun!
Back to assignments!

keeping my memories

Classes ended exceptionally late today

and despite that i was overly-under-dressed,

i still went for bites and drinks with Lena and Sherwin.


I suddenly became very nostalgic and had the nudge to set up my blog (finally)

Well, having done tons of silly things in my 22 years of life, i don't remember most of them.

Yet those could be the most precious, funniest moments of my life.

Stories that we can share.

I always ended up with a smile after hanging out with them

B'cos Lena never fails to share her funniest and most peculiar moments of her life.

Their stories overseas makes me wanna travel even more, all over the world,

see all sorts of people, take loads and loads of photographs!

And seeing how she never forgets them dawns me of how much things i have missed and forgotten.

Stories which i can tell even 40, 60, 80 years down the road and never feel bored. (if i lived that long)

We'll all eventually leave this world when we're old,

and the last thing i ever want is to forgot (you know i have a peanut memory),

I'll never wanna forget people whom i love, memories and events of my life