Weee~

I'm gonna watch 4.48 psychosis tml~

hahaha~

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I'm so fickle minded

I'm always contradicting myself

One moment i made up my mind

another, i behaved against my decision

I've no self discipline, no self control

Mum's scheduled flight to Surubaya this morning got delayed, twice

and she's still stuck in the airport

I only knew an hour ago

I'm such an unfilial daughter

I wanna watch 4.48 psychosis,

its closing soon and i've no one to watch with!
and no time!

Just a nobody, to nobody

Think i'm turning psycho

How~!??

Its getting disturbing looking at an empty tagboard

so i took it out!

I'm not happy

I'M NOT HARPPEEEEE

EEEAAARRRH~

fine.

I shall dwell in my own fantasy of thoughts.

Good night world~

*Yawns*

keep fit!

Found a new spot to study~

Signed up with true fitness~

Yoga here i come!!

Keep fit all the way!

YEAH!

Desperate people with desperate measures..

Received a call this afternoon by some strange Malay man who claimed to have found a cheque that my colleague had dropped for me at Takashimaya.
I was taken aback at first, then i remembered... My pay cheque!!! Must have dropped out of the DBS QCD box!
Thats where he got my contact details.

Well, he went on to say that he's gotten hold of my cheque from the "Rubbish Bin" (Do our QCDb box look like rubbish bin to you?) and will be waiting for me at Takashimaya. He further hinted that he wanted something out of it :" You see ah, you help me, i help you la~, I got a family to take care also.. I need money.."

Thats when i started to raise my voice at this bloody fool, questioning him the details on the cheque. Yet all he could read were the numbers - "I malay la.. i don't know how to read.. got this number XXXXXX and this number XXX-XXX-XXX... you see la, what do you want to do?"

In a very "nice" tone, i continued :" What?! What you mean you don't know how to read?! you don't bluff ah!?, you give me your name! and your handphone number! I call you back.."

Silly enough, he gave me his number and name with another malay lady in the background instigating him (His accomplice!!).

I quickly called my colleague to cancel the cheque and re-issue me with a new one. (Stopping a cheque requires freaking $30/-!!!)

5 minutes later ...

Phone rings :" How mam, what you want to do?" Still trying to sound polite to me..
I told him he can fucking throw away the cheque or do whatever he wants 'cos its crossed and he ain't gonna do nothing 'cos I've cancelled the cheque.
"Then you don't want the cheque already ah?"
"Yes do whatever you want, I've cancelled the cheque"
"Then you tell me earlier la, you wasting my time la!!!!" and HE HUNG UP MY CALL!...
WTF?

Now, He has my name, my account no, company info and my hp number.. I made a report...
Imagine if its some poor old un-educated lady's cheque that he picked up.. i can't imagine what would have happened...

Bloody immigrants (I assumed), used our resources, breathe our air, eat our food, get our pay, and create crimes in our land!!!

To die or to live?

To make money, we lose our health
and then to restore our health, we lose our money..
We lived as if we're never gonna die..
and then we die as if we've never lived...

How true is that?

keep on moving, keep climbing, keep the faith

Lyrics:
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

the guitarist is cute~

LURVEEE HER~
and sorry for spamming, the lyrics are just so... ughhh

oh you boring flower~

I've a whole list of uncountable things i wanna accomplish in life!
and i don't know when will that day ever come!
looking at how i've lived and grew up~
ah... it just seems further and further.

- bungy jumping
- sky diving
- scuba diving
- parachuting
- whatever sea sports you can think of
- go yatching
- learn cycling (greatest regrets)
- learn salsa
- learn yoga
- learn photography
- learn singing
- master my uke ( i gave up on guitar and keyboard)
- speak korean, japanese, cantonese, bahasa indonesia and french
- acting (way pass that now, never accomplished)
- set up my own business
- complete my masters (i've yet to complete my degree)
- drive my own mini cabrio
- buy a husky or a king charles spaniel
- travel to at least 50 countries
- live in my own home with a wonderful sea view and beautiful balcony just below the sky
- be a multi-millionaire and a tai tai of my own!
- spend like i don't bother while i'm young!
- eat like i don't have to look at the price!~

gosh!
am i too greedy?
Now i feel terribly poor and boring and unaccomplished...
What have i been working for?
i could self-claim that i've got looks that are above average, and a slightly smarter brain and a slightly higher EQ. But thats all that i've got!
And to think that age is catching up! I'm looking more mature than i should.. that sucks

Now, I've a few options.
1) find a retired and rich old man (probably an ex ceo of something), marry him and wait for him to die.
2) find an established and accomplished rich man, marry him and then find an excuse to divorce him..
3) stop dreaming, save up and live like any poor dude.

How does that sound? Boohoo

feeling all cheery and sexy this summer~?

I wish~
I plan to~
I will~
I need~
I want to~
I hope for~
I look forward to~

This...

Closing June

Howdy!~

So my mum complained i used up my entire week just so for birthday celebrations~ Thats b'cos i've friends of similar birthdates!

Sentosa with my babes~

Zirca~

Happy Birthday Sherine, Happy engagement Katherine~

Big delights from thoughtful gifts~

I Love You Jocelyn!

Cheese cake and garage night once again~
Cool breeze and picnic~

When you're happy, you'll meet more happy people~

When you're happy, you'll attract more things that make you happy~ amuses you~

The law of attraction draws what you are focused on to you.

Never be afraid to trust your emotions and gut feelings, they are the aspects that lead you to making the right decisions. So don't blame yourself from being emotional, instead, be thankful that you've a better set of decision making tool~

Love yourself~

new love~

ooOoOoooh~

when a boy becomes a man

Someone who used to be boyish, playful and unsure about his future.

Walks down the isle today as a man, holding his lawful wife to be by his side.

Contented and excited yet afraid he told me...

Nevertheless, committed and true to his wife

Even the simplest and budgeted wedding seems the sweetest and most memorable event that could happen to the two of them.

Friends whom had not met for years brought together once again to come celebrate and prepare for this auspicious event.

I had a great get together and catching up session today, but most of them took a while to recollect who am I~ haha! shows how long i've not met them and how much i've changed...

Remembering that i had the ugliest IC photo of all~

haha.. may this wedded couple be blessed with a happy marriage that last for centuries~


I am convinced by this analytical freak who loves profiling others and read me like a book:

Selfishness in the positive manner -u put others infront (being selfish for urself and others)
Selfishness in the negative manner - you put urself before others.
Selfishness in the Innate manner - ur naturally selfish in an instinctive way, conscious and sub-conscious

Learn the Lie of the truth. and learn the truth of the lie

No matter what you do, how you behave, u are still the best and worst person out there for people

After much deliberation, i agree to his point, I use to think i'm a burden by sharing problems. Now i think my friends have the right to know whats going through my mind~ Sigmund fruend says everyone is selfish. But, being selfish in a positive manner is the most important.

The ultimate motive of telling a truth, or the ultimate truth for telling a lie..
which would you like to hear?

时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲

梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回

时间万岁 证明和你不配

感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑

如果真不能睡 该清醒著面对

沉醉在美化的过去 是种罪

还得为明天预备

还没有条件崩溃 失眠就换上新的香水

时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲

梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回

时间万岁 证明和你不配

眼泪无知 欲睡又醒 陈旧玫瑰

Load off!
Finally one tuiton handed to uncle weiming~

What surprises me was the super advanced birthday present~
And i was unintensionally led to buy flowers for myself!

If you asked me what i want?
I want money, time and wisdom~
which in my opinion, most people either have one or none~
Well, if you have?
Make proper use of it~

haha!

My Love,

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When will you come to me?

When will you take me with you?

Where we'll take the path together..

and Enjoy the breeze together~

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I'll be waitin~ hee hee

expressive social type

We did a personality test of social types recently in Mr Coffee Bean's (because he's funny, looks like Mr Bean but he's brown) class.
Out of the four types : Driver, Expressive, Amiable & Analytical.

I scored highest of Expressive, second in place Amiable.

The Expressive trait as described by Mr Coffee Bean would be someone sitting alone in a MRT train, all of a sudden would just burst out laughing at something. ( I often do that)
Mostly likely out of the 4 traits to be slightly neurotic, out-going and more dramatic.

I'm laughing at myself now~

I predicted this would happen, but i'm just whining~
back last month i lost a circle of weight~
now i'm gaining weight.
busy busy busy, i don't know what i'm busy about..
at the end of the day.. i feel i've got nothing~
Empty, which is why i'm led to emotional eating..
not binge, but not satiated.
Its not that serious though..
I just need a place to whine~ knowing that i don't whine in person~

Check out his new album.. Good listen~

ok, you know what, please remind me next time to not be such a busy body and not to be overly concerned with things that are none of my businesses~
yes totally sticking a foot into my mouth~
go ahead, suck it