Traits~ *Neurotic at times and *a close line to eccentricism *Optimistic, Extroverted yet Emotional at times *Beware of my random irritants and mood swings though! *Extremely huggable
* 5 must haves in my bag : book, mp3, camera, hp, wallet.
Loves~ *Movies *Music *My Ukulele *Starry nights, rainy days, rainbows *Being unexpectedly random *Doing silly things at wrong hours *Midnight last buses
Cheese cake and garage night once again~ Cool breeze and picnic~
When you're happy, you'll meet more happy people~
When you're happy, you'll attract more things that make you happy~ amuses you~
The law of attraction draws what you are focused on to you.
Never be afraid to trust your emotions and gut feelings, they are the aspects that lead you to making the right decisions. So don't blame yourself from being emotional, instead, be thankful that you've a better set of decision making tool~
Someone who used to be boyish, playful and unsure about his future.
Walks down the isle today as a man, holding his lawful wife to be by his side.
Contented and excited yet afraid he told me...
Nevertheless, committed and true to his wife
Even the simplest and budgeted wedding seems the sweetest and most memorable event that could happen to the two of them.
Friends whom had not met for years brought together once again to come celebrate and prepare for this auspicious event.
I had a great get together and catching up session today, but most of them took a while to recollect who am I~ haha! shows how long i've not met them and how much i've changed...
Remembering that i had the ugliest IC photo of all~
haha.. may this wedded couple be blessed with a happy marriage that last for centuries~
I am convinced by this analytical freak who loves profiling others and read me like a book:
Selfishness in the positive manner -u put others infront (being selfish for urself and others) Selfishness in the negative manner - you put urself before others. Selfishness in the Innate manner - ur naturally selfish in an instinctive way, conscious and sub-conscious
Learn the Lie of the truth. and learn the truth of the lie
No matter what you do, how you behave, u are still the best and worst person out there for people
After much deliberation, i agree to his point, I use to think i'm a burden by sharing problems. Now i think my friends have the right to know whats going through my mind~ Sigmund fruend says everyone is selfish. But, being selfish in a positive manner is the most important.
The ultimate motive of telling a truth, or the ultimate truth for telling a lie.. which would you like to hear?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑
如果真不能睡 该清醒著面对
沉醉在美化的过去 是种罪
还得为明天预备
还没有条件崩溃 失眠就换上新的香水
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
眼泪无知 欲睡又醒 陈旧玫瑰
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Load off! Finally one tuiton handed to uncle weiming~
What surprises me was the super advanced birthday present~ And i was unintensionally led to buy flowers for myself! If you asked me what i want? I want money, time and wisdom~ which in my opinion, most people either have one or none~ Well, if you have? Make proper use of it~
We did a personality test of social types recently in Mr Coffee Bean's (because he's funny, looks like Mr Bean but he's brown) class. Out of the four types : Driver, Expressive, Amiable & Analytical.
I scored highest of Expressive, second in place Amiable.
The Expressive trait as described by Mr Coffee Bean would be someone sitting alone in a MRT train, all of a sudden would just burst out laughing at something. ( I often do that) Mostly likely out of the 4 traits to be slightly neurotic, out-going and more dramatic.
I'm laughing at myself now~
Sunday, June 14, 2009
I predicted this would happen, but i'm just whining~ back last month i lost a circle of weight~ now i'm gaining weight. busy busy busy, i don't know what i'm busy about.. at the end of the day.. i feel i've got nothing~ Empty, which is why i'm led to emotional eating.. not binge, but not satiated. Its not that serious though.. I just need a place to whine~ knowing that i don't whine in person~
Check out his new album.. Good listen~
Thursday, June 11, 2009
ok, you know what, please remind me next time to not be such a busy body and not to be overly concerned with things that are none of my businesses~ yes totally sticking a foot into my mouth~ go ahead, suck it
Unlike the well-liked clear sky with stars, tonight, its cloudy soothing soft breeze yet humid, the sky is matt dark with a tint of purple, as the clouds hovers around the moon, it looks like a small white candy floss left uneaten, yet changing its shape and size every now and then..
Thats irrelevant.
Anyway, i must confess that it has became a habitual motivation, to seeing number nine on the calendar, After so many years, and i still like this number, as far as i counted, this is the 55th nine~
so random~
Carrie Underwood
So Small
What you got if you aint got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
Don't run out on your faith
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searching for forever,
Is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters, after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small
It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big, at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole
While you're sittin round thinking about what you can't change
And worryin' about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count, cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small
Was contemplating between sharing this or Boyce Avenue's cover of this song. I think i still like hers more~ I think this song could be about 2 yrs old, doesn't matter~
Saturday, June 6, 2009
In the process and making~ As you can see, i'm very supportive! So you owe me the Vid-Cam Mr hoh hoh hoh!
I'm enjoying a bottle of Rose wine with my boss (Pam), I'm glad she's appreciative of my work and trusting. Well a little introduction of my workplace, Its at Bali Lane 31A Petals by Kooshi is a new venture of Kooshi which has been around for more than four years. Main products are more to sleepwear, swimwear, not just for women, for men as well. Besides Bali lane, we've another one at Parkway Parade as well~
My shop? Is a collaboration of floral art and lingerie business.Artistic arrangements for weddings, functions, performing arts, dinners. We'll customize it just for you. Its a one stop shop for gifts, bags, accessories, lingeries and flowers for your loved ones.
I like what i'm doing, the experience and knowledge overwhelms the lower paying salary~ A few frantic moments, running around like a crazy women, terribly freaked out.. Otherwise, its quite comfy~
Sweet~ when guys come over to buy sleepwears for their wifes/girlfrends and they knew right away the right sizes and types for them. These guys deserves a pat*. They liked your products, come back to you for more, and gives you constructive feedbacks.
And its comforting when couples like what you've done for their wedding.
Come to think of it, quite a couple of friends tying their wedding knots this year. All the best to them sweet lovables~ yea~
Some wedding planners tell me, they've seen far too many weddings, till they're wedding phobic. hm.. its still the beginning.. i don't know~ haha
To Mandy: Glad you've found comfort at Australia and i'm really appreciative for your concern despite always missing our appointments and not being able to properly celebrate your birthday~ and not even a proper goodbye to you~ you were still as understanding as ever~ All the best to you, and work hard! That goes without saying, i knew you will~ Haha!
21 May 2009 Emotions XXVII - Promise To Jocelyn Tan
i dont know how much it means to you but if it makes a difference i just want you to know
you may have a lot of people standing by you, and that's perfectly fine in fact that should be the case, given someone of your personality and attitude, anyone would love to know you you're a bright star to those around you, always shining but ensuring that others shine with you as well
as we grow older, times definitely will get tough i guess, unfortunately for me, i dont have the opportunity to experience what you are going through, maybe it will help me understand your position better but i know you are busy and focused on many things and that can be quite stressful you might like it, and you might not but i am sure, it is definitely not easy
still, for what it's worth, i just hope you know, i personally believe in you if it ever happens, that for some reason suddenly you find there isnt anyone there for you, look back here, and i will be, however i am very sure you wont face such a thing in the first place i may not be physically around anymore, with the upcoming events, but joce, i've grown all these years, and you were there with me, from primary school, although we find it hard to remember, to the days we entered poly, from freshies to main comm, from those days we stayed late into the night at KAP after everyone had gone, to the days where we sat at the corner of one corridor and you would whack me because i had cut myself the previous day
i still have all these experiences and i am not taking them for granted i promise you, the day that i dont stand behind you and give you the moral support that you need, will be the day i am physically not around in this world, which i hope will come much later than yours, so that i know i would have been by you all the way, till your final breath
take care
Darling Cat and Eve: It's sweet knowing that you'll be standing by me, giving me advices even if it means bringing you back to the pains that you've been through again. Knowing that you'll always be patient to hear my thoughts.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Hereby starting off this post with a message for my dear.
Its not easy to open up, and you did out of your concern for me~ Thank you for sharing. I may be a nosey pokey at times. Likewise, its thoughts of care like what you did to me. So bear with it~ hee hee.. oh! oh! and i simply love the night drives!
LOVE YA'LL to bits~ HUGS TO ALL~ the title says it all~
When I commented my day was terrible and frantic, everyone seemed concern except you. Well perhaps you're too occupied with your eventful happenings in life. I'm happy for you! no doubt.. Mine's pretty exciting too.. Gosh, i really need to get this crappy ringings out of my peanut brain.
That was yesterday... and abit of today~
As for today's today...! My appeal for marketing was successful! I don't need to see freakin talk cock neh~ again! Champagnes please!
I've got a gazillion things to blog about, but time is a constraint.. till then! I'll load all at once~
