My Love,

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When will you come to me?

When will you take me with you?

Where we'll take the path together..

and Enjoy the breeze together~

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I'll be waitin~ hee hee

expressive social type

We did a personality test of social types recently in Mr Coffee Bean's (because he's funny, looks like Mr Bean but he's brown) class.
Out of the four types : Driver, Expressive, Amiable & Analytical.

I scored highest of Expressive, second in place Amiable.

The Expressive trait as described by Mr Coffee Bean would be someone sitting alone in a MRT train, all of a sudden would just burst out laughing at something. ( I often do that)
Mostly likely out of the 4 traits to be slightly neurotic, out-going and more dramatic.

I'm laughing at myself now~

I predicted this would happen, but i'm just whining~
back last month i lost a circle of weight~
now i'm gaining weight.
busy busy busy, i don't know what i'm busy about..
at the end of the day.. i feel i've got nothing~
Empty, which is why i'm led to emotional eating..
not binge, but not satiated.
Its not that serious though..
I just need a place to whine~ knowing that i don't whine in person~

Check out his new album.. Good listen~

ok, you know what, please remind me next time to not be such a busy body and not to be overly concerned with things that are none of my businesses~
yes totally sticking a foot into my mouth~
go ahead, suck it

Duet between Carrie Underwood and David Cook

singing "Go Your Own Way" by Fleetwood Mac

back to 1977...

nine

Unlike the well-liked clear sky with stars,
tonight, its cloudy soothing soft breeze yet humid,
the sky is matt dark with a tint of purple,
as the clouds hovers around the moon,
it looks like a small white candy floss left uneaten,
yet changing its shape and size every now and then..

Thats irrelevant.

Anyway,
i must confess that it has became a habitual motivation,
to seeing number nine on the calendar,
After so many years,
and i still like this number,
as far as i counted, this is the 55th nine~

so random~

Carrie Underwood

So Small

What you got if you aint got love?

The kind that you just wanna give away

It's okay to open up

Go ahead and let the light shine through

I know it's hard on a rainy day

You wanna shut the world out

And just be left alone

Don't run out on your faith

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing

Is just a grain of sand

What you've been out there searching for forever,

Is in your hands

When you figure out love is all that matters, after all

It sure makes everything else

Seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside

A problem that seems so big, at the time

It's like a river that's so wide

It swallows you whole

While you're sittin round thinking about what you can't change

And worryin' about all the wrong things

Time's flying by, moving so fast

You better make it count, cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing

Is just a grain of sand

What you've been out there searchin for forever

Is in your hands

Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else

Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing

Is just a grain of sand

What you've been out there searchin for forever

Is in your hands

Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else

Oh it sure makes everything else

Seem so small

Was contemplating between sharing this or Boyce Avenue's cover of this song. I think i still like hers more~ I think this song could be about 2 yrs old, doesn't matter~

In the process and making~
As you can see, i'm very supportive! So you owe me the Vid-Cam Mr hoh hoh hoh!

Njoy a sip of Rosé

I'm enjoying a bottle of Rose wine with my boss (Pam), I'm glad she's appreciative of my work and trusting.
Well a little introduction of my workplace,
Its at Bali Lane 31A
Petals by Kooshi is a new venture of Kooshi which has been around for more than four years.
Main products are more to sleepwear, swimwear, not just for women, for men as well.
Besides Bali lane, we've another one at Parkway Parade as well~

My shop?
Is a collaboration of floral art and lingerie business.Artistic arrangements for weddings, functions, performing arts, dinners.
We'll customize it just for you.
Its a one stop shop for gifts, bags, accessories, lingeries and flowers for your loved ones.

I like what i'm doing, the experience and knowledge overwhelms the lower paying salary~
A few frantic moments, running around like a crazy women, terribly freaked out..
Otherwise, its quite comfy~

Sweet~ when guys come over to buy sleepwears for their wifes/girlfrends and they knew right away the right sizes and types for them. These guys deserves a pat*.
They liked your products, come back to you for more, and gives you constructive feedbacks.

And its comforting when couples like what you've done for their wedding.

Come to think of it, quite a couple of friends tying their wedding knots this year.
All the best to them sweet lovables~ yea~

Some wedding planners tell me, they've seen far too many weddings,
till they're wedding phobic.
hm.. its still the beginning.. i don't know~ haha

Gracias~

To Mandy:
Glad you've found comfort at Australia
and i'm really appreciative for your concern despite always missing our appointments and not being able to properly celebrate your birthday~
and not even a proper goodbye to you~
you were still as understanding as ever~
All the best to you, and work hard!
That goes without saying, i knew you will~ Haha!

21 May 2009
Emotions XXVII - Promise
To Jocelyn Tan

i dont know how much it means to you
but if it makes a difference
i just want you to know

you may have a lot of people standing by you, and that's perfectly fine
in fact that should be the case, given someone of your personality and attitude, anyone would love to know you
you're a bright star to those around you, always shining but ensuring that others shine with you as well

as we grow older, times definitely will get tough
i guess, unfortunately for me, i dont have the opportunity to experience what you are going through, maybe it will help me understand your position better
but i know you are busy and focused on many things and that can be quite stressful
you might like it, and you might not
but i am sure, it is definitely not easy

still, for what it's worth, i just hope you know, i personally believe in you
if it ever happens, that for some reason suddenly you find there isnt anyone there for you, look back here, and i will be, however i am very sure you wont face such a thing in the first place
i may not be physically around anymore, with the upcoming events, but joce, i've grown all these years, and you were there with me, from primary school, although we find it hard to remember, to the days we entered poly, from freshies to main comm, from those days we stayed late into the night at KAP after everyone had gone, to the days where we sat at the corner of one corridor and you would whack me because i had cut myself the previous day

i still have all these experiences and i am not taking them for granted
i promise you, the day that i dont stand behind you and give you the moral support that you need, will be the day i am physically not around in this world, which i hope will come much later than yours, so that i know i would have been by you all the way, till your final breath

take care

Darling Cat and Eve:
It's sweet knowing that you'll be standing by me, giving me advices even if it means bringing you back to the pains that you've been through again.
Knowing that you'll always be patient to hear my thoughts.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Hereby starting off this post with a message for my dear.

Dear Joc,

是过来人.
对.
不容易...
但世上没什么不可能的.
很乱.
因为迷失了方向...
记得.
地图永远在自己手上.
世界很大...
要走的地方还多得很喔!
加油!
让我陪着你.

To Tutu:

Its not easy to open up, and you did out of your concern for me~ Thank you for sharing. I may be a nosey pokey at times. Likewise, its thoughts of care like what you did to me. So bear with it~ hee hee.. oh! oh! and i simply love the night drives!

LOVE YA'LL to bits~
HUGS TO ALL~ the title says it all~

open up open up!!

this is great! perfect thumbs up for Mr Hoh and Jocie~
oh! and contagious too! Love it! love it!!
I feeeeelll~ soo~ happeeeeeiiiii~

yesterday and today

When I commented my day was terrible and frantic,
everyone seemed concern except you.
Well perhaps you're too occupied with your eventful happenings in life.
I'm happy for you! no doubt..
Mine's pretty exciting too..
Gosh, i really need to get this crappy ringings out of my peanut brain.

That was yesterday... and abit of today~

As for today's today...!
My appeal for marketing was successful!
I don't need to see freakin talk cock neh~ again!
Champagnes please!

I've got a gazillion things to blog about, but time is a constraint..
till then!
I'll load all at once~

A new life~

Tomorrow marks a brand new journey of my life and career.

Monday to Saturday - 11am to 8pm- work.
Mon - till 1030pm - tuition
Thurs- till 10pm - tuition
Wed & Friday - till 10pm - class

I'll be dead busy. I may skip meals, I may be lonely, I may fall and i may cry.

But i believe this is gonna be a fulfilling one.
Nevertheless this is life, I chose it. C'est la vie...

Many changes can happen in 6 months and yet it seems so short.

I'm desperately looking for friends who can teach O levels POA, E maths, Combine Phy/Chem to take over. Please keep a look out for me.

My dear friends and darlings,
I may not be always there through your ups and downs
and i thank you for your constant concern for me.
Please know that you'll always be thought of amidst my busy schedule
and there's always Sunday free for you!
Please update your blogs so that i'll know whats happening to you,
sms me or give me a call often so that i'm comforted of not being forgotten.
Love Ya'll, xoxo.

啊，放下了，不再执着，看开了，
虽然回头看有点心酸，偶尔会流泪，
但至少此刻心里不再痛了，只有感激。
好好吃啊，今晚的粥。。。


梁文音 - Dry Your Eyes
作詞：深白色(Arys Chien) 作曲：深白色(Arys Chien)

當你又等待 另一天就這樣過去
夜裡又醒來 覺得被全世界遺棄
當你不明白 為何愛會突然離去
沉默的吶喊 聽見的卻只有自己

而當某天某人陪著曾是你的愛
一種莫名的痛驀然侵入揉碎你的心

Baby dry your eyes 雖然愛情讓你哭
也還放不開 已經失去的幸福
沒有了期待 卻突然更明白
眼前還有必須繼續的未來

Baby dry your eyes 縱然愛情真的苦
心中的悲哀 相信有天會結束
沒有了依賴 卻看得更明白
已經太疲憊的自己 還是要堅強的自己
如此脆弱卻又真實的存在

心情很矛盾。。明明知道自己没事，眼泪却不知觉的瘙痒脸颊。

一下子欣慰，就像放下很重的包袱似的，一下坚强，一下舍不得，一下怀念，一下讨厌，一下开心，一下心痛，又一下下的感谢。。人生真精彩。

When god gave me a light to a new path, he closed another so i could fully focus on this and not look back at the other. I'll be strong, I'll look forward. And i'll be happy.

Thank you to those who prayed for me. I'm stronger than i think i am. I dun need pity, i dun need console, i need to be reminded that i'll be fine.

Cheers to my singlehood!

this is better much expressed in chinese..

每个人的一生都必须经历过一场轰轰烈烈的爱情，
才能够体会到爱情真正的滋味，
才懂得如何去爱，
如何复出，
不管结局如何，
都坦然面对，
至少有经历过，不后悔
爱过痛过才叫真正的爱嘛！
如同人生，
要失败才知道如何成功，
悲观只能离成功更遥远！
集中精神继续往前冲！
加油 单身而期待爱情，感情创伤，头脑混乱，或正热恋当中的朋友们！
你们是勇敢的！
小乌龟为你们打气！

random shouts

I just want to say....

I love rock candies!!!

So colourful!

If no one will listen~ Kelly Clarkson

Love the lyrics of this song

Beautiful~

Mowie!~

There's always time for a 2-hours or so of getaway!

Chick flick without a chick, yes! A hunk! For some uncertain reasons, i teared at the part during his confessions to his wife... aw....

Unlike his previous Jackie Chan typical stunts, this one has a more serious content. But i guess his recent comment on the chinese might cause a wee lil' bit of plunge in box office.

I kinda like the action and impact though it seems unrealistic to kill a few dozens of people, shoot the police, bombed up a few places, just to save his daughter yet ended up with only minor injuries.

Thats what the power of love can do. Love of a father.

updates~

Alright i admit!



I've been too lazy to construct my sentences or, otherwise, blog.

Just a lil' recap of the major events,


1) I fell sick before my last paper and used up approx 8inches thick of MacDonald's serviettes while studying overnight at yuan ching. Went straight for my papers, couldn't even bother to check when i finished. Honestly, i think i wrote crap.


2) Bid farewell to some of my single major classmates. Had a lil' post exam depression syndrome, feelings of my insignificance. Slept and felt much better afterwards. Bouncy and lively thereafter.


3) Thus, ended my nights at T3-TCC, missed vivi-bear & tutu-bear.


4) Accompanied Eve to study for her papers, got punched in the face with a plastic bag by some stranger-kungfu-aunty at the bus-stop, on the way to her place. That, we couldn't stop laughing just thinking of how funny the whole scene looked! Hilarious! I didn't even know what was stored in that tiny red coloured plastic bag! Horrid!


5) Two nights of MJ-ing, won some and lost some~ fair..


6) Started giving a sec 4 student tuition (which explains why i'm studying with eve, lots to refresh/revisit in the old files of my hippocampus and pre-frontal lobe)


7) web-cam'd with the ever full of surprises - Asher boy~


Of course, the one carrying him is his uncle/my ong gugu, and his beautiful grandma on the left, Ms Jennifer. I haven't been visiting often, which explains why i seem like a total familiar stranger to him now.

8) As for today~

Its an easy guess haha!

Well I couldn't find any ten years series from the bookstores, so i did a check online. Turns out to be due to some copyright issues unsettled. Poor students~

I guess that sums up all~